Wednesday, August 31, 2011


It's been 6 days since I've taken my Celexa. During the past few weeks, I've been really studying the  Gospels of the Bible and praying more. I've decided on my own that my Depression and Bipolar disorder has run its course and that am healed. I've been telling myself that I can live a normal life without being medicated all day. My man told me something last week that helped me decide to stop the meds. He told me not to let these doctors make you think that something is  wrong with you or that you're crazy. He told me to trust that God and that's what I've decided to do.

I've decided to Fully trust him and I say fully because whenever we get anxious and have doubts about what we've asked God for, to me its a way of saying you don't trust him fully....TO BE CONTINUED.....

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Brandy The Butterfly.....My Transitions....

July 14, 2011
Today is a new chapter in my life. From this day forward, I am going to focus on what I have and be grateful rather than focus on what I don't have. How can I expect God to bless me when I'm not appreciating the simple things in life? Like waking up alive, breathing being able to walk, the air,trees and the birds. My good friend posted a picture of the rain hitting her window and it looked so beautiful. It made me think about how precious everything is just because God created it.
Yesterday my baby girl had a tummy ache and instead of us going outside, we just laid down and watched cartoons and I enjoy those little moments with her. She is such a blessing in my life..well that's it for today...BRB